iluvu`

2004-07-17T17:02:00.000-07:00

changed place ! =D

http://-vindicated.blogspot.com

relink me

2004-07-17T10:49:00.000-07:00

I ask why, but in my mind

I find I cant rely on myself

heys . this new thing is so cool ! =D

yday np .. quite ok la . we owe 900 . cool right .. just becuz of three minutes .. we owe 900 . cuz no one revised drills .. so no one wanted to be timer . then we hentak for 3min .. then jasline mam say 1sec owe 5 . yar ..

afta np . me xinyi joy karen bought drinks then we took a rest at e canteen . i was luffing lyk mad . y ? becuz i dropped ice . lolx . n i dropped my straw while luffing . i also dunoe y i so crazy . =D

last night i slept at .. 10 i think ? was superrr tired . woke up at 9 today . hahx .

so lil people onlyne now .. pancake also onlyne ! =D

n ive bcum shitty rt jiejie . hahx . cool name yar ..

xinyi xinyi xinyi xinyi xinyi
xinyi xinyi xinyi xinyi xinyi
xinyi xinyi xinyi xinyi xinyi
xinyi xinyi xinyi xinyi xinyi
xinyi xinyi xinyi xinyi xinyi

happie now ? heehee . not enuff tell me ok .

sorry ah .. her name took up so much space . cuz i promised her on e mrt yday .. was feeling ABIT lame thats y .

nth esle to say le . tata ! mwahsss to everyone reading this !

wanyi /
was so freaked out when i read yur blog ! get well soon kays ! mustmustmust take caire . promise ? lurve u always .

all meis and jies /
i lurve u all larx .. i havent forget any of u okie ? =D

amah /
heys .. hope qihang went well !

2004-07-14T20:22:00.000-07:00

~~i dont want things to happen the way it should be~~

yinghui is now my mei !

i lurve all of my meis and jies la. okie? =D

2004-07-14T17:36:00.000-07:00

When I turn the lights out
When I close my eyes
Reality overcomes me
I'm living a lie

heys !

okok.. both of u are equally cute larx. no more fighting kays ! =D but xinyi is meaner.. she watched mean girls. i havent ! walau ! ): love u all larx! PANCAKE .

today.. afta sch.. me n may stayed back to eat lunch. may wanted to go back at 0215. hahx. ended up goin back at 0315. cux we toked in class afta lunchie.. was tokin about farts.. bleahx ! so stupeed !

anyway. sick of all e arguements. sick of u guys complaining to me. r u guys lyk.. tokin bout urselves? put urselves in my shoes pls. do u think i lyk to be in notice boarddd? N-O. no.

byex ! =) love ya .

2004-07-13T22:20:00.000-07:00

its just too late

heys !

wanyi.. u can be my jie not mei ! cuz im younger than u ! mwahahahx ! your cute too ! cuter than xinyi ! bleahx .. xinyi's gonna complain . love you guys . =D

im so busy today.. i might not blog often anymore. relle busy.. tmr got tingxie.. n fri got sci cmmn test.. n must change the noticeboard thing by this week. issit?

i wanna watch mean girls !!

gtg.. mwahs !

2004-07-12T21:08:00.000-07:00

Left broken empty in despair
Wanna breath can't find air

heys ppl !

wenta collect np uiform today. yupx.. came back with luiza aka zaza.. n xinyi aka pancake. oh.. b4 i forget.. i love xinyi ! though she is FOREVER calling me lame.. i still love her ! (: shes cuteeee. ok.. enuff praising.. shes gonna be so extremely happy until talk nonsense.

but i think afta lyk. 7mths? the bond btwn np peeps r betta now.. nt so cold now. (:

hahx. anw.. i leenked up lotsa people ! well.. kind of. leenk me too okays?! love ya all.. mwahmwahmwahmwah .

oh btw. xinyi is officially my - mei . =D

2004-07-11T14:40:00.000-07:00

I let it go
Gotta let it fade to black
Like a river
Cry all my tears

xunmin changed blog btw.. just follow my leeenk ! =D

so boring.. sista using my table for tuition ! crap.. n she dun even lemme to go inside the room.. so im using dad's comp ? the other comp also spoil.. -_-"

im bored. real bored. i wanna go out.. i wanna watch mean girls.. but lyk whu can watch.. ? its lyk so last min.. mebe next week ba ?

nth much to talk about.. this keyboard is so goood ! so nice to type ! =D

listening to radio now.. accidentally in love.

tmr got sch agains.. boring. n im gettin more n more pissed off.. wheneva i step into class n look at ur face.. i feel lyk giving u a punch. anw.. its not oni one person hu piss me off. u shuld look at xunmin's face on fri.

whateva larx.. i dun even know y these kinda people exist. freak lorx.

dad just went out.. he gonna meet mum. yar.

cya people tmr ! oh anw . xunmin, i still lurve u ! mwahahahaha :P byex !

i can ~~hardly~~ catch my breath

2004-07-10T12:00:00.000-07:00

cant you just shut up .

2004-07-09T20:35:00.000-07:00

i know that you cant tell

heys people !

i got np today.. n they said next next fri change to 3-7 ! i will reach hum mebe at 8+ lorx.. walau.. today the sprint-run thingie was BAD. n somemore the sun was SCORCHING. we did it continuos for 4rounds i think ?

yar. so.. nth much happened yar? today's dance was.. mad. i relle.. hate it. so wuliao.. like wuds the point right. i rather have the mass pe thingie.. n now everyday end at 2pm.. normally got at least one day end at 130 lors.. thx to that dance..

today common test period were talkin bout the notice board thing. im not gonna write it down here.. some of u should know. n im BLOODY pissed. i told mrtay i wanted to quit on e last week of last term lors.. then he say he will reshuffle evrything. now i ask him he say "cannot ! when did i ever say that ?" walau.. i dun wanna be notice board lors.

ay u know last night.. i slept at 10+.. this morning i was like.. more tired? -_-"

ok.. i go le.. love u all loads!

2004-07-08T20:34:00.000-07:00

thanks for acting like you care

so sick of this. relle very sick. im tired of pretending. call me a hypocrite. wudeva. i just dun wanna invite more troubles. but jus being nice to u. has totally ruined my own life. pls TREASURE people around u.

anw..tmr i got np.. muster parade.. again? i dunnoe.. promote so many times one mehs? sian la.. monday collecting uniform.. FINALLY?

supposed to fix xunmin's blog.. hahax. but may asked me to write out the xiyouji script.. cuz they no time.. n u dun expect us to ask jonathan to write right.. ? i mean its . not right?

lolx. hiyar.. guess we gotta look on e bright side rights? anw.. got so many gud frens hu lurves me =D thx.. !

cya.. gtg.. mebe gonna fix xunmin's blog.. if not she gonna.. SCREAM. love u .

2004-07-06T15:49:00.000-07:00

im all right
im fine
just freak out let it go

heys !

just now was having chi lit.. lolx.. damn boring. i hate chi lit. whats the point of wasting my 1hr on sth i dun even give a damn about?! chen lao shi is lyk.. wasting her breath.

i came hum at around... 0330? early la.. cuz may n xunmin hav guides =D

n today recess. i was so pissed off by the famous jonathan.. aka calvin. we were supposed to stay back to complete the ipw thing. end up she was lyk eating in the canteen?! then we did duty. without her. she said she done. fine. then we waited.. n then went to cyber cafe.. xunmin wanna practice piano. end up sum1 already practicing there. then xunmin dun wanna go other piano.. she paiseh. came back..

me`
why u neva stay back!? we all waited n sumore din eat ok ?
jon`
what?u all din tell me. n once vivian called me i squashed all the food into my mouth. n i came back like 10min ago?
xunmin&me`
at least u got eat right?! we din even eat ok!? we are VERY hungry.
jon`
then go eat la!
me`
ten min can eat hor?!
may`
-stands there with pissed off look
me`
-walks away
xunmin`
-blabber sth and walk away

she din even stay back. n she blame us for not telling her? n even blame us for not being in e classroom when she came back? tell u the more i look at her idiotic cheena shit face e more i gonna puke. im relle v pissed off.

n today she din even let may do any monitor duties k? she everything give other monitors. cuz she dun trust may. n btw.. she not monitor already. shes still acting as a pro realiable responsible kind pretty cute chio monitor.

im gonna eat lunch now. cya all. love u

words of wisdom- stay away from bitches

it was all a waste of time

2004-07-06T13:22:00.000-07:00

hahahahahahx.

in comp lab now.

chi lit.

sux la.

2004-07-04T23:25:00.000-07:00

oh oh, oh oh, So much for my happy ending,
oh oh, oh oh, So much for my happy ending,
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS:
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, so much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
(they say)
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
(so are they)
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
(all the shit that you do)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[CHORUS]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, so much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, so much for my happy ending

oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh,...

2004-07-04T23:16:00.000-07:00

we were meant to be. supposed to be. but we lost it.

heys peeps !

today woke up at 1035 lidat.. then found out tuition teacher going davin's house for tuition first. also good la.. if not actually i having tuition at 11.. hahax. so had tuition at 12-2. sis's teacher came at 0135 i think ?

afta that.. went to watch spiderm2 with family. its nice. go watch kays ! =D

tmr not goin to sch.. cuz of youth day.. sis wanna go grandma hse.. again.. anything la.. nth to do at hum anw.. n no hw..

its not fair. she anyhow studied n she could get higher marks than me n may. like what the heck.. its relle relle not fair. study so hard n i got lyk so low. freak lor.. i just dun have the brains.

i feel totally freaked out. lifes sucha bitch.

2004-07-03T07:54:00.000-07:00

words cant bring me down

hi !

went for the syf opening . its relllle boring .. xunmin may n i were talkin about jonathan . but still sian .. -_-"

then when the thing ended . whole class had to wait for coco's parents to come fetch her . damn la she .. and then the bus driver got lost or sth .. crazy . reached sch then davin's dad fetch . was quite shocked when i saw my auntie . she forgot i cut my hair .. she always forgets ..

reached hum about 915 ? so late .. so here i am lors ..

boring .. tmr still got tuition . i hate tuitions .. wanna fall aslp ah ..

kk .. gtg .. wo ai ni men . !

2004-07-02T20:32:00.000-07:00

happy belated bday jiayin jiejie !

hellos . i stink . came back from np . pt .. we owed 25 .. did push ups .. then warm up that time .. peisee mam ask us to hold at the male's push up position n stretch calf muscles .. cuz we din count loud enuff .. =D n we did push ups again for circuit training ! palm all red .. cuz of the track . i bet e back also red .. do push ups .

came hum hor .. sian la .. ate that spegetti again .. everytime spegetti .. and its not lyk its nice lor . its like .. -_-" so dry . and i feel sick smelling the stupid sauce . hahahx .

feel so crappy .. during pe .. played netball . i relle feel so extra . cuz nicole amanda n sara dun trust me n xunmin .. -_-" dun wanna pass e ball to us . but sorry i shouted n shouted . was relle relle pissed . sorry !

dance enrichment was lyk .. sucked big time mans .. so lame . i wassen even doing properly . like i care mans .. jonathan was SO ENTHU eh .. dunnoe how to spilt wanna act act . whateva larx .

okay .. kinda tired . n my face got glitter . hair abit . thanks to !? jonathan . argh . see ya all .. love ya allllll ! =D

2004-06-30T22:31:00.000-07:00

one step closer ` linkinpark

I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up
shut up
shut up
Shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up
shut up
shut up
SHUT UP
I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to
Break

2004-06-30T22:25:00.000-07:00

a plaCe for my hEad

heylo!

went to rivervale mall with may n xunmin to buy present for jiayin . its so far . and ma fan ! -stares at jiayin . then took lrt to compasspoint .. sengkang there to take bus home . xunmin was nice FOR ONCE . waited for bus with me . hahax =D . anyway.. we bought a .. red .. heart .. squishy sorta cushion .. no words nicer ..

today's sci quiz was . _________________ . i was like . what the .. then we went off early . haha . ONE HOUR! can die .. stupid wong .. neva ask him put us in ok .. !

whole day jonathan was following us . then last period .. we were super pissed then we went toilet la .. we were tokin about her and scrubbing the nonsense of our hands -grins. then i was pissed .. so i said very loudly .. then just then .. jonathan came in . she was like . 'huh?!' in the prostitude kinda voice . then i was like . 'oh my god ! may !' then may said she hinted me le .. too bad . im too stupid =D then ran out .

freak la .. i hate her lor .. act to talk to us . its not as if im not sarcastic enuff . i also losing my sarcastic touch . oh .. n i saved may alot of time today =D proud of myself .

today kinda no hw . n friday got BU day .. wear home clothes .. then celebrate in hall . they say every class must impress the judges . haha . gonna see coco in that flowery skirt .

oh yar .. history lesson .. ms keh asked us bring 'artifect' next lesson. anything that gotta do with history . she asked us to think la .. then she asked a few people .. coco said she gonna bring qi pao .. suck la .

gtg .. =D love u all .

2004-06-29T22:34:00.000-07:00

in the end . it doesn't even matter .

stupid jonathan . pls shut ur crap kays . early morning spoil my mood . its not as if IM THE ONLY ONE sarcasing u n pranking call u . just cuz its my hp . doesnt mean im always at fault . n i would TRUELY appreciate if u shut ur mouth . n stop bad mouthing me . din u say . oni the person who is guilty will go around spreading to gain sympathy . did i ? no right ? so just shut up . u mean u dun remember cutting my lips ? oh yar right .. i must be the one saying sorry now right ?

freak . i will hate you all my life . i really hope you're reading this . I HATE YOU .

i dun know what is friendship eh ? simple example . karen and june . u asked me what is 5months eh ? you can see for urself . WHAT IS FIVE MONTHS . if u truely know how to treasure our friendship . we wouldnt quarrel 4months out of 5months . n dun u dare take advantage of may or anything . but all i can see is ur just a bitch who wants to see us angry n sad . well . lemme tell you this . im SO HAPPY . we truely are . without u . we're so in heaven . even people's mum said this ; "may n rachel r better without coco". see that ?

sorry if i offended jonathan's fan . people who nelief whatever jonathan says . take care - one day u will know .

and since u have gotten the obvious hint . STOP hurting may . stop sarcasing her . n just cuz u found new friends . dun sarcase us . cuz like u said . WHAT IS 5MONTHS ?

whatever . so pissed off today okays .

2004-06-29T07:23:00.000-07:00

stupid jonathan . pls shut ur crap kays . early morning spoil my mood . its not as if IM THE ONLY ONE sarcasing u n pranking call u . just cuz its my hp . doesnt mean im always at fault . n i would TRUELY appreciate if u shut ur mouth . n stop bad mouthing me . din u say . oni the person who is guilty will go around spreading to gain sympathy . did i ? no right ? so just shut up . u mean u dun remember cutting my lips ? oh yar right .. i must be the one saying sorry now right ?

freak . i will hate you all my life . i really hope you're reading this . I HATE YOU .

i dun know what is friendship eh ? simple example . karen and june . u asked me what is 5months eh ? you can see for urself . WHAT IS FIVE MONTHS . if u truely know how to treasure our friendship . we wouldnt quarrel 4months out of 5months . n dun u dare take advantage of may or anything . but all i can see is ur just a bitch who wants to see us angry n sad . well . lemme tell you this . im SO HAPPY . we truely are . without u . we're so in heaven . even people's mum said this ; "may n rachel r better without coco". see that ?

sorry if i offended jonathan's fan . people who nelief whatever jonathan says . take care - one day u will know .

and since u have gotten the obvious hint . STOP hurting may . stop sarcasing her . n just cuz u found new friends . dun sarcase us . cuz like u said . WHAT IS 5MONTHS ?

whatever . so pissed off today okays .

2004-06-26T22:01:00.000-07:00

lying my way from you

harlows .

came back from airport.. fetched couz (eugene) back from perth. hahax. jordan also goin perth tmr..lolx. everyone's goin perth.. while im stuck at home with my hw. tmr is a non-slack day mans..

sch's gonna reopen soon.. geog results will be out.. it wun be gud. seriously. im FREAKING SCARED lorx.. cuz i know i wun do well.. though i got study.. haiz. thats y i say im a failure in studies.

dunnoe if im bloggin tmr.. should be a short one lorx..

yar.. love u all. byex. =D gud luck with hw !

2004-06-26T15:54:00.000-07:00

and I wonder
how I brought all the lies

i changed song ! =D

sian.. left.. one n half days b4 sch reopen.. gonna wake up early agains.. gonna be doin hw again.. freak lar.. i dun wan the hols to end.. though hols also suck..

wonder how i gonna survive with you bitching the whole day. pls geet outta my side. i will much appreciate that.

byex ! mwah .

2004-06-24T22:01:00.000-07:00

heys =D

my hp confiscated. till next monday? ~~freak~~ !!

went wild wild wet today.. not so fun lar.. quite xians.. but the wave thing was kinda nice.. alot of rude people at wild wild wet. got me kinda fed up.. keep bullying yingli n sarah.

chattin with ccy now.. nth to do lar ! arghh..

i just received sms.. no need to do paper1-chi assessment. freak la ! i did it last night ! walau.. !

ok..i gtg.. nth to do.. still waiting for more ppl cum online..

love u all.. mwahs..

stupid xunmin KOR KOR. =P

my ~~happy~~ ending.

2004-06-23T01:05:00.000-07:00

hi =D

this morning went to eng remedial.. ms low let us out one hour early? n tmr no nd to go. lolx. cooooOoll. so we went ang mo kio central eat mos burger for lunch. then we drank bubble tea. lolx.. xunmin spit the pearl from her chair to the grass.. so far sumore.

yar. we were disgracing our sch. tok damn loud at mos burger. =D

went hum afta that lar. so sian.. havent finish hw..

n now im havin a freakin headache.. argh..

i love 'get out' ! song so nice. =D

oh did i mention jonathan was sitting alone? but cynthia came late,then no space.. so sit beside her. haha. i hate jonathan. sucka .

nth much to tok le.. cyas.. byex.. l o v e y a .

its too late. i cant wait for you to be gone.

2004-06-22T07:15:00.000-07:00

harlow darlings .

today went to watch riddick . quite nice la .. but half way sarah wanna go out.. say scary.. -_-"

linkinpark concert today.. hu got go.. ?

nth much to talk about.. i dunnoe where my song disappear to lorx? cannot play.. heck.. lazy to do anythin bout it..

i just finished my eng paper.. lolx.. rush one.. cuz ij ust found out tmr is 1130, n must bring hw.. hahax. =D at least i finish..

hahx . gotta go now . l o v e y o u !

ps /
I DUN WANNA C U TMR. GET OUTTA MY SIGHT.

tormented

2004-06-21T20:52:00.000-07:00

my other hp came up to $101 . mum is super angry . wants me to think of an idea .

i goin tmr. yar.. but i will be late.. i got dental appointment at 1115? n i goin hum to eat lunch . yar .

crap larx . feel so shitty now .

byex . love u .

keep this shit from me .

2004-06-21T13:29:00.000-07:00

yo peeps !

i installing sims now.. my sista's idea la. but i dunnoe if need to crack? im bad at it. -_-"

sian.. got tuition lata? i wanna postpone.. havent even finsh e work.. tuition what?

homework /

~~jianbao1~~
~~jianbao2~~
~~jianbao3~~
~~jianbao4~~
jianbao5
jianbao6
jianbao7
jianbao8
jianbao9
jianbao10
eng paper
englit paper
chi paper
math paper
~~zuowen1~~
zuowen2
zuowen3
zuowen4
~~xi you ji~~

crap. so many things. so little time. lol.. i almost finish eng paper though.

k larx.. i think im goin on tuesday ! yays !

byex !

freak

2004-06-20T22:42:00.000-07:00

hi..

went yewtee for cip.. was playin with water sia.. whole body wet.. shoes also wet. but i think we made ALOT of money yar ?some people buy 10+ cans at one short. n we went outta ice aso.

to jonathan ;
the whole group so sorry ! made u sooooo wet. n u so hardworking.. so u deserve to walk around to buy food n play games.. we so lazy.. thats y cant eat. relle sorry. hope u forgive us for being so inconsiderate to u. sorry.

-note the sarcasm

pls lor. c ur face i puke kays?! c u for the whole 3hours. u was so cleva. ACT cleva. ~~freak~~ larx. n u got no right to force us to love u kays. remember this. the whole sch hates u.dun belief? ask around.

tuesday they wanna watch movie. dun think i can go. argh.

i havent finish my freakin hw. ALOT LEFT. cant slack le. what the heck. stress ?

nth to say.. not relle in a gud mood today . cya .

mwahs .

2004-06-20T00:32:00.000-07:00

-

to all daddys in e world ;
happy father's day ! =D

its past twelve le..

came home from supper at geylang..went with yinghui's family n my family. squeezed 8 people into a five sitter car..

supper was on my dad.. yar. ate chicken,deermeat,vege,butterprawn,porridge.

went grandma's hum also..edgar was sick. but was STILL active. lolx.

i dunnoe y but i dun feel like slping?woke up at 12+ today la..
now dun feel like slping lor.. -_-" weird. thought i should be tired.

tmr i got cip. mr phee said its near chuachukang mrt.. then xunmin say she c map.. should be yewtee. -_-" heck la.. wun get lost anw.. we goin at 1pm. n i hope i dun be late again =D paiseh.. everytime meet with them i late one. hahax.

should be nth le.. yar.. dunnoe wud time i gonna slp lorx. n dunnoe wud time i gonna wake up.

byex world ! love ya !

i ~~need~~ dont need u to survive.

2004-06-18T22:25:00.000-07:00

R	Relaxing
A	Amazing
C	Cuddly
H	Haunting
E	Earthy
L	Lovable

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

-stares
am i ?

2004-06-18T21:07:00.000-07:00

-

wash away my ~~sanity~~ .

heys worllddd ! =D

this morning came back from yinghui's house.. then went to sch la.. n how sway can i get? missed the mrt AND bus.

then reach sch? mr wong din book the bus. great. sat in the forum for more than 1hour ! what the heck lor.. when we reached road safety park they were already having their break . then got e lady there.. was sarcasing our sch lor !

she said;
punctuality is very important. so i hope the next martial training all of u come on time etcetc.

its so obvious she is suan1-ing us right ?

afta that.. went to e macs there by the bus la.. got free coke. then mr wong bought fries for us =D 8person share one large fries.. yah.. joy ended up with the rubbish-es.

then go hum.. i tell u lor.. karen was tallkkiiiinngggg non-stop. then when we reach the sch gate.. i asked her whether her mouth suan1.. she was like 'no la!'. then afta that she continued tokintokin. i asked her whether she needed water. xinyi said she could buy sum for her.. then she say 'no need la ! where got . must tok more then can build up relationship. like that then good mah!' woah.. we say one sentence she said 10.

yeah..then went mac.. cuz xinyi wanted icecream.. had to go.. if not she gonna complain e whole journey back hum..

then karen me xinyi went to the bus stop opposite macs.. cuz karen ask us pei her.. n anw we could take 76 to yiochukang from that bus stop.. then karen's bus came so fast..

we continued our ice cream.. then that xinyi was like 'eat sloweer!'. after eating.. decided to go to e opposite bus stop..haha. 76 damn long la.

i was so lame e whole day ! was tokin nonsense ! esp on e train.
-looks at alien xinyi

yah.. quite boring la e road safety thingie.. -_-" waste time oni.. haha..

a child's hope is on now.. yah.. guess i gonna watch.

kk. cya ! byex.. lovveee u . !

2004-06-17T15:05:00.000-07:00

yinghui_____
i lurve u so much baby ! mwahss ! =D

may_____
thx for giving me encouragements.. i still keep e sms u sent me.. remember the one u sent while we were mugging our guts out for geog? yeps. thx ! ((:

jiayin_____
i love my jiejie! my NAUGHTY JIEJIE.. who wants me to go bankrupt then hold party.. -stares

davin_____
u cuming back tmr ! =D hope u enjoyed ur trip kays? couz 4eva. X)

timothy_____
thx for chatting with a person whu talkss crrraaappp ! =)

alex_____
gdluck for bball ! hope u get into sch team kays ?

thats all.. love u guys. mwahhh !

2004-06-17T14:59:00.000-07:00

the reason is you

hello..

today so damn windy.. dun even have to on fan or aircon or anything.. =D

not sure if i should go yinghui house stay over.. suppose to go sentosa with em tmr.. but got np ! argh.. so sarah goin lor.. then waste my mum's $30..

i loovve to go yinghui house.. but dunnoe if i should leh..

hmm.. sian. today i woke up at 11+. i relle gotta stop waking up so late lors.. -_-"

i gonna learn my ting xie soon.. dun wanna fail again.. gonna be a gud gal.. ((:

mum just called.. she say i go stay at yinghui hse.. tmr morning cum hum lor.. at 8am.. walau.. so early mans..

thats all.. i think ..

i love yinghui ! =D

mwahaha.. love ya. byex..

2004-06-16T22:30:00.000-07:00

happy bday ally !

damn ! i published e one i just typed le. n its gone. woahhh.

okk .. if i surrender my hp till start of sch.. i pay $20.. sob. cun sms u ! -screams

forgot what i typed just now.. oh man.. -_-"

wishlist___

better grades

own room

new hp

more dangly earings

fun

6kgathering

yeps .. so .. YOU betta get em all for me ! mwahaha !

mwahx. gdnite peopleee ! l ove u !

2004-06-16T17:23:00.000-07:00

damn it .

my phone bill just exceed $20 only . and parents want me to pay $40 . what bout e other phone ! no money le la ! dunnoe y im e ONLY PATHETIC SOUL hu pays for her pathetic phone bill . DOUBLE somemore . like what the heck .. ! $40 ! ~~fuck~~

argh . im so pathetic .

love ya . byex .

2004-06-14T21:43:00.000-07:00

hi ! ((:

at home now.. as usual.. im damn damn damn damn damn damn damn bored.. i just put edgar's picx on my comp . so cute ! -smiles

armm.. u know last fri.. i went to watch shrek2 with mayxm..at plaze sing.. i went back to grandma hse afta that.. stayed there mah . may actually dun wanna watch.. cuz she say she guilty.. blabla.. cuz she neva tell her mum. but end up watched la. n me n xm forced to pay $2.50 for may's ticket.. lol. front row..

in cinema.. siao ah.. we 3 took off our shoes ! bwahhaa ! lucky not wearin uniform.. cuz we din want anyone to sit bside us.. then luff at pratically all e advertisement. lol. armm.. then beside me THAT PERSON.. luffin like mad.. then i was like..

"may.. change pplace?"

ahaha . e show was quite ok.. lasted for 1 1/2 hours.

yeps. mum went facial just now.. mebe dad`sis`me gonna meet her..SOMEWHERE. dunnoe where .. lata.. so long neva go out le. with family i mean. this holiday we havent go out yet. yah.. but i still think goin out with frens more fun.. lol.

sigh.. just got msg from gab.. he wanna tell all e ppl in guides..

ask ur seniors if u all have receive invitation from stgab.

dunnoe what la..

n i heard from hanxiang? that np 1806 goin e road safety park with stgab np? dunnoe la.. wasent there on e last activity. if anyone know bout it.. tel me ya ?

kk.. gtg now. cya all ! miss 6k like mad. cant go pasir ris with u guys on wed.. sob. l o v e y o u a l l ! mmmwwwaaaahhhhhhhh.

2004-06-13T21:30:00.000-07:00

i refuse to cry

harlow ((:

i changed layout..finally..but its about e same as e previous one ya.. except its blu .

i spent 2nights at grand's house..thats why neva blog..was quite nice..edgar's damn naughty..but still cute ((: haha !

yday came hum.. had a headache.. yep.. so coulden use e phone.

heh.. dunnoe where to get song for my blog.. can sum1 help me ??

those hu bu shuang.. esp peeps in ntss.. then dun cum my blog. dun waste ur precious time ya ?

gotta go now.. l o v e u ! mwahs .

2004-06-09T22:35:00.000-07:00

everytime i feel alone. i can blame it on you.

:D

came back from gran's house. yep. i swear edgar was cute. haha. afta dinner at about 8+ auntie n uncle brought us to northpoint. ya.. went to eat supper at macs. edgar was eating.. frieS? n biting e paper cups . ((:

hmm.. chattin online now. u finalllly can go online ((:

k.. think i stop here now..

if can stay longer.. i might blog again l8r. since im BORED. damn bored.

m w a h x

cya all !

2004-06-08T14:12:00.000-07:00

jonathan zhu______

i love u so much darling. u rock my sox off. mwahs!
-note the sarcasm

im bored. freakin bored.

YOURE unreasonable AGAIN. im not goin out la k.. mum wanna visit grandma aso bu shuang. fine la.. u think i care?

-_-"

think i must start on my work soon. gotta do catching up i guess.. has been slackin n slackin..

l o v e y o u

better off without u

2004-06-07T23:48:00.000-07:00

You're Skittles!!! You have a very interesting
personality, you're so unique. You're the kind
of person who always thinks outside of the box.
You're also a very accepting individual, and
believe in inner beauty.

Which kind of candy are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

kinda late le..
haha..
feel bored mah..
so took this quiz la..
quite dumb actually..
nth to say.

yep.
gonna wash up soon.
l o v e u a l l
byex !
mwahs !

2004-06-07T21:25:00.000-07:00

no matter what i do. all i think about is you.

X)

today was qt nice.. went j8 with davin`raph`hanxiang`tim`qy to watch harry potter the sec time. lolx. in e cinema got SOME auntie in front of us talkin damn loud. sayin n sayin cuz they read e harry potter book. i was like. wanna go over to tell em to shut up. damn irritating. all of us were angry. then in front of me got a boy. not young not yet teenage la. LAUGH FOR NTH. somemore laugh so loud. wah.. cant stand em.

yeps. then davin's dad fetched tim me qy n of cuz davin la. i reached hum at 7+. then i found out ccy was at j8 watchin movie also. he saw me but din say hi. -stares. cuz he was with his.. ** .
;)

bwahaha. havent even bathe. -_-" i stink. was playin rollar coaster tycoon wif sarah. haha!

u havent reply my sms ! so slow ah ! -stares XP

kays. gotta go. i relle stink.

RAPH________
oi. why wanna give up gwen! -_-"

DAVIN_______
yi4 lu4 shun4 feng1 ! c ya.. hope u dun get sars in china k!? cousins foreva ! ((:

2004-06-07T15:31:00.000-07:00

everytime i try to fly i fall

hello..

today is so boring..has been online since mornin..-_-"

think i gonna start doin hw soon ? dunnoe my parents goin where la.. dad's unreasonable. mum wanted to visit mi grandma he bu shuang. now he wants ME N SIS to go out with em also. im not i tell ya. arghh.

great. what a boring day.

jonathan. in case ur reading this.

I HATE YOU

u know hu u r eh ? no one wanna watch harry potter with u. evn may dun want kay! we were lying to u. mwahaha. so what?! u a one FREAK that i wil hate all my life. dun act like ALL TEACHERS like u la eh ? i bet they c u bu shuang also. lolx. so just piss off.

im better off without u

2004-06-06T21:12:00.000-07:00

heylos.. comp is ok now!

haha. i went genting n kl.. was a nicenicenciencienceinceinceincie
trip.. with so many peeps! esp yinghuiyinglixinpingsarahme! mwahaha! but it was nice luffing at the morons. ahem. -glares at yinghui

had great fun with those people. lazy to type out lehs.

ally said her clique did sth to jonathan. what!? hmf. dun wanna tell me now.. oh god.. u all must be MORE evil kays..

jonathan sux big time. lame pig.. dunnoe where she got her idiotic name from. what a bitch. she no one to watch harry potter with.. then sms me. when she KNOWS im sick of her. despo.

tmr how.. u all make things difficult fer me lar! so i dunnoe evn whether i can go with u all. then qy how.. damn u ! argh. life's difficult.

sista dunnoe doin what.. saying the recorder notes to the tune of titanic. bwahahahaha! XP

great. i got flu n sorethroat. have been sneezing lik mad. n blocknose.

QY_______
get well soons kay? rest well ah.. mei is here for u!love ya always.

MAY_______
yo jie! haha.. or is it mei? haha.. cun rmb ah.. :P just kidding! chill ya? love ya!

XM_______
hey kor..dun get so stressed la.ur external/internal over le right?so relax.u did fine rightS? love ya!

6k_______
i miss u guys.LOADS.hope we will have gathering soon..mwahss!we rawk.foreva.

yinghui_______
ahmah!oops.sorry..xiaojie..hope u enjoy all ur softball trngs.n gdluck for lookin for a guy.bwaahahhaha!loveya ;)

xinping_______
haha!ur a sweet gal!have fun in ur sch kays..loveya too!

2004-05-28T18:03:00.000-07:00

heys!

i just got hum. ((: i stink.

yday parents meetng session,stayed in sch till 6++ .. yeps.

stupid jonathan. -stares at sara,amanda,nicole.. should know hu SHE is? lolx. may n xm knows le.. may's great idea. heehee.

i hate her to e core lor..! she thinks shes still e monitor. b4 voting, she say she dun wanna b monitor le. then today announcement,say new monitors only take over on term3 fri. she was like "YES! MAY MUST RETURN THE TIE! YES! I CAN BE ONE MORE WEEK OF MONITOR!" whole day she was like "MAY. THEY VERY QUIET LEH." "MAY KEEP THEM QUIET." "MAY!LOUDER!" "TALKING TO YOURSELF AH?" "KAREN EATING,HOW?"

walau. i could have boxed her face kay.. think her hair very nice n smooth ah? say charmaine hair very rough.

PS: ur hair is no better.

stop it lorh! e more i say .. e more i wanna.. ergh. kill her. shes so POPULAR! she thinks everyone loves her. when i said belinda was e best monitor, she was like.. nth to say.

then that day, we vote for monitor mah. then may was monitor la.. n jonathan CRIED! cuz she din get to be monitor again [last term's monitor can still be] . she said,"IM JUST TOO HAPPY THAT MAY BECOME MONITOR". ahem. ma'am. i cant stand ur acting. dramatic.

i cant stand this stupid bastard. we purposely wanna make her feel left out. so what! may say we will just ignore her. but e more i see her idiotic face. i wanna box her lor! n this ish e FIRST TIME me n may scold ****. sorry lar..but its relle gettin on my nerves.

no wonder so many ppl hated jonathan. at first i was wondering y. now i KNOW.

may;
remembr to chop e tree on sch reopen!

amanda,sara,nicole;
u guys are great at sarcasing.
but,
i like.
-evil laugh

heehee.

today afta sch went macs to eat lunchie. saw jiayin n her frens. then we eat le.. cuz we sitting at diff tables la.. we mix disgusting things to give each other. haha. was damn farnie.

then sr also came with maple.

xunmin may me were luffing like mad. cuz we were tokin about some nick names ((:

i goin genting n kl tmr. with YINGHUi!yays!so long nvr c her.got alot to caatch up. love that babe. gonna buy lotsa stuff 4 all of u ppl.. bwahaha. EXCEPT U. too bad. dun lk at me with that pathetic face. thx. i scared get sore eyes yah ? sorry ah!

lol.
i dun wanna feel bad.
cuz these ppl dun deserve it.

l o v e y o u a l l
mwahs k?
take care fer holidays!

2004-05-25T16:35:00.000-07:00

i hate xunminandmay.

they at mi hse now. n tt stupeed gal beside me. may is on e floor.. so pathetic ah.? like a cute lil angel (: she doin her math now.. from mrning until now still stuck at FIRST question.

but actually.. i also la.

so lame lor..

i so irritated by JONATHAN. ahem. purity's jonathan. she. i mean HE very clever lorx.. right.

poor coco.. got dance. wonder how shes doin now. ((:

today after sch we walk e short way . then we went cheers. bought nth. go 7-11.. buy slurpie n mash potato. end up must qing3 may . she pok gai. cant blame her larx..

at e other bus stop.. saw WFK. lol. he was so shocked to know that coco was in dance.

ya. in mrt.. we ADMIRED pontianak. nice leh.. then xm was foolin around. then may was like "CAN U GIVE ME BACK MY WALLET!"

xm>> " WATER? WHAT WATER? I GOT, AT HUM. RACHEL,U GOT ? "

crazy pig . [xm]

whole blog about both of them lor. take up so much space. hiyah..

sarah using dads comp. <====================================

oh yah.. today test hor.. bio sucked la.. hardly evn revise. then we memorise so much for chem.. end up wfk give easier lor.. make me so angry.

mslau's last day is this fri.. we buying cake fer her i think? so sad. i donated $1 for it.

may: "captain's ball"

shes thinking about BALLS aaagain.. sigh.

we played captains ball.. didn hav peace la.. was so pisssed.. may was brave! she stood in e sun n be goal keepr. 3cheers for may! HIP HIP HURRAY!!

gosh. im tokin pure crap. or impure? dunnoe lar.

during eng lssn.. went lib. then i wrote lettas. lol. so bored. cant stand her lor..
sexy babe

ya.. thats about it. i think . its e longest entry.

i feel damn crappy now .. by now.. may stil.. -sigh- at FIRST qns.

bye bye ppl. l o v e u a l l! except.ahem.ahem.ahem

2004-05-21T21:43:00.000-07:00

hey guys. im actually back.

((:

was studying geog. did i say i will flunk e exam on mon?

lolx.. what the heck lar. im damn damn damn pissed today. may is also. so dun always think im e worse culprit- pretending to be a victim. CUZ IM NOT PRETENDING. just get off my back. AND MAY'S. if u think im TOTALLY AT FAULT. then ur so wrong. maybe i am. cuz whenever u cum to me a lose my temper. but y ? ASK URSELF LA. i dun wanna b mean. perhaps.. we need a break. ya. so after this break. perhaps. we will be luffing together again.

the ability to feel my pain`

kays.. tmr me dunnoe goin wher to celebrate my mum's bday .. actually its monday.. but no time la.

i rilly very scared lor..(geog) lucky got u people! mwahs.! u all rilly rox my sox off lor.!

tokin to jocelyn now!! how cute. din treasure ppl aroun me well enuff!

anw.. enuff of crap.

today.. prefect asked me to take off my ear stick.(pinkandpurple) then she walk away le.. then i put back. dun care la. lazy to chnge anws..

then had WFK's lssn almost half e day man..cuz chi lit tchr let him haf lesson. guess she knows we wont listen anw.. n i acutally listened during his lesson! how good. but time past quite fast. got sci commont test on tue. like WTH! it was supposed to be fri! but fri can go hum at 12pm. staff retreat. yay! i think memayxunmin goin sumwhere. ya..

then sat.. i goin genting n kl. i will miss u all! sob. promised to buy sth for may xunmin. amah. ((: mebe...u.

byex to all! gotta go. love u all!

forfeit the game
before somebody takes u out of the frame
puts ur name to shame
cover up ur face
you cant run the race
the pace is too fast
you just wont last

2004-05-20T21:46:00.000-07:00

hello..

super busy with geog. think i will soon go totally bonkers.

finally could use comp. thx daddy! - comp docta. :D

ya..gtg now..im going totally INSANE. will post after geog n sci.. stress ah!

e population thingie driving me mad la..

stop pissing me off`

love ya. c u ppl soon.

oh yah! thx xunmin for ur PRECIOUS NOTES. n may for cheering me on. u guys rox my sox off! mwahs! n to u -points at u-,thx for cheer me on also!lolx. lame ya ? ((: byex!

2004-05-15T22:12:00.000-07:00

hey people!

so long never come online le.. spent alot of time looking for template. so i use this temporary. i think.

HAPPY BURFDAY CCY . MAY .

hahax. just now we went ccy party. wassen relle to celebrate ccy burfday.. heehee.. cuz bukit panjang sec ppl also went.. then 6k ppl were together. only jiayin,cherlene,qingyi,huiyan,yuping,me,sarah are girls.. jiayin n cherlene went hum after awhile la. then we loiter around. haha. then about 6+ ? then we started playing a MINI captain's ball..
CHENGXUAN threw a small piece of hot dog bread at qingyi. crazy lor.. n sommore SOME people tried to kick the soccer ball at me. SOME people. glares-
haha.. then afta huiyan left, then we played with the rest of them.

its real fun la. but lotsa people stepped on mi toe. what u expct.. wassen wearing shoe..or slipper.reminded me of e gd oll' days. relle missed how 6k were tgt. tgt as one. ((: 6k rox. stay united. mwahs.

about 8 then left.. timothy,me,sarah went davin's house awhile. cuz called hum, no one answered. but in e end.. when we in e lift my maid answered. alamak..dunnoe whole family doing wud larx. but we still went davin's house awhille.

wiped sweat..wash feet n stuff. haha. then chit chat awhile at e balcony. i relle stinked.

came hum..mum ordered pizza. haha. so coolya ? ((:

so here i am.. waiting for suome people to cum online.

ya.. i hope everyone's doin great? dun get too stressed out. esp xinyan n norman. haha. din cum today just to study. n gd lucks to alex! u will get into e sch team. cheeros to all.

love you guys always. waiting for the next.. gathering. but not sure if i will turn up though. ((: MWAHS!

did so much crapping.. thx fer readin ya ?